I am so dreading and looking forward to the next year that it makes me all queasy thinking about it.

'New years resolutions are BS and yadda yadda' though this is more things I expect beyond promises I'd like to make. To be real wit u though, Im still gonna promise Im gonna work harder than ever next year.

First off, I will be at a major crossroads in life, I'm still figuring out what kind of artist I'd like to be and where that will take me. Sure, I got my concept and design-art going on but there are so many other ways Im being pulled in.

Aswell as that it is where as in location I wanna go. A thing to mull over is if starting up studying again, if it is worth it and if not what do I do then to achieve my goals? What do you gotta leave behind to get anywhere? It's hard, man...

Though on a more positive note; Thank fuck I got options, Im blessed in that respect and two-fold blessed that no outside circumstance is holding me back. It's all me if I go forward and succeed or crash and burn and damn does that feel good.

That's a nice thought to end the rant on...

Happy New Years,

Peace